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Happy anniversary baby. I watched the dawn service for you, without a whimper. I love you, I miss you, I want you back. You are alive in my every thought and breath. Until im with you again i will take comfort in your spirit beside me and my beautiful memories and live for you (not as big im sure but il give it a whirl). Thank - you for the best years of my life benj. You are my heart and my heart will go on, with you as its beat. Good night my love see you at sleepy hollow xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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ben it makes me angry when i think of what could have been for you. when the future you had ahead, was cut so short. then i see all the photos of you and britt, and realise how happy you were together, and how blessed my daughter was for having you in her life. it also shows me the way you saw life.....as a BIG adventure, and one to be devoured immediately:) your life was so full, in so many ways. you made your mark in this world........... and the size of your mark is reflected, in the many friends and loved ones you left behind. god be with you Ben

Benny, Locky, miss you mate. No party is the same with out your laugh. I will miss you welcome hugs and kisses. Im so glad I got to know you.... I only wish I could have spent more time with you. I will cherrish the memories of watching you play footy in Woody South. Your wild hair dos and various Tats. Don't worry we will look after Britt for you. Love Susy Hannaford. xxx

Benny, you were my No.1 brother, like you always knew. Everyday i think of you, i know you you loved me as i was your only little sister, you an i had our daddy's blue shining eyes, and dark hair. Apart form your hair colour, cuts an moments... It hurts to know that i can never see or have a eye to eye conversation with you or that i cant see the look in your eyes that makes me feel loved as your sister. But atleast now i know when i talk to you, you are listening. I looked upto you an now i know i can forever and always look upto you until i see you again. Every netball game, well just about anyway, you were there to watch me with our Daday an cheer me an my team on. I remember when i told you i was playin for Port Plypmton Bulldogs your smile was unforgetable as i knew you loved an even had a tatt of the bulldogs. When i shot a goal you my bro were the voice i could hear which made me smile an want to do even better. The practice runs i always had with you before the game was a moment in time i will remember forever, even though you Benny made every single goal i nearly did though, apart form the one you missed, but i just know you tried to make me feel good.. then again as you know like i always said my excuse was always 'You were taller than me'., Which of course you were. I will miss the times we as brother an sister shared together an our dinners as a family. I will never understand why Benny.. but i know you are loved muchly by all who were so close to you, Britt will now have to pull up with me.. Daddy an I will be there for your one and only stong hearted Princess.. I know you are dearly loved as i have told you nearly every night.. My nights an days havent been the same since you left us all to ealry but i know the moment ill have my favourite bro back will be my shining day.. As you said 'anyone who hurts you my lil sis will have me to deal with'... but now i have the strength from you to never be hurt, since you left I now know how much life means an how precious it really is, I have enough pain now that i know my protecter has gone but because of you i have grown a hell of alot stronger inside than i have ever been an i will be just fine as you said 'im a lil toughie' atleast i like to think.. I will treasure every single moment we had, i shared everything with you even my lil; secret's and i know you kept all of them to yourself... I love you an i will never forget you ill be happy for you as i know you wouldnt me or anyone of your loved ones to be sad.. Benny you big teddy bear my thoughts are always with you. Uncle Peter, Pop, Gran an all us left here are with you. Dad said to me there is not a day that goes by where he doesnt think of you, sometimes he cries himself to sleep aswel as I, so i try to keep happy for our Daddy... I am an will look after Daddy a your Princess until I see you again . You are forever loved an missed. Love your one and only little sis Lisa Jane O'Loughlin XX

Benny - you lived every single day as though it was going to be your last, you never did things in halves. You were the life of every party and the first to entertain. We frustrated each other from start to end, but as I said to you at your 30th, deep down we loved each other. If I was ever in trouble or needed help you were ALWAYS there. The world seems a much emptier and quieter place without your presence and I miss your flamboyance, never knowing what to expect next. We will all look after Britt for you, comforted by the fact that we know you are watching over her. Goodbye Benny, until we meet again. Lots of love, Miss K xx

My big benny, how long the days seem without your light around we miss you everyday. All my love big bro. Stock

My Prince I miss you every second, of every day. I cant begin to even fathom whats happened but I know I miss you. You were the light of my life. You fulfilled, frustrated and loved me unconditionally. I love you more than I can ever express and am grateful for having been blessed by your love. You were my rock, you woke me up, made me coffee and completed me. Life has little meaning without you in it and I am lost without you. Others happiness is hard to swallow, I feel the whole world should be wallowing in the grief and loss your death has imparted. I take comfort in knowing you always did what you wanted to do and YOU DID a lot. I mourn the things we never got a chance to do and all our dreams that will never be fulfilled. I would do anything to have you back. So until I am with you again my love, rest peacefully, guide us all and protect me until I am safely in your arms once again. Forever loved and forever your princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx