Miss you SO much......
On the day we all celebrate our love for each other I want to let you know how very much I love you. I think about you daily and find it so hard to believe that you have been gone from this earth over 4 years. I miss you every day. I have your picture on my desk and find myself staring at it from time to time thinking about all the good times we had. I know that you are with so many people that love you but I want you to know that there are still many of us down here in waiting that love you and think of you daily. Happy Valentine's Day until we are together again. I love you, your daughter Prelle
I've been thinking about you Gloria! Gloria was a childhood friend of mine. She was so cheerful, and funny. Gloria used to invite me to "kids revivals" at her church. We had lots of fun together, and if anyone ever needed gum, Gloria had it with her in her little purse. We remained friends through Jr. High and high school. The last time we spoke on the phone was around1995, and I wish we would have stayed in closer touch. Hilton family: I miss Gloria! She was a beautiful person, and I am proud to have called her my friend.
I still miss you so very much.
On saturday I broke down crying. Kaden and I were sitting on the couch and kaden started talking about grammys ghost and I looked at him in shock. I asked him what grammy's ghost looked like and he said she pretty. I just listened to him talk for a few minutes and he was so happy telling me all about it. I then began to cry and he was upset asking me what was wrong and hugging on me. It made me realize how much I miss you mom. I love you and I feel cheated that you were taken away from me. and even more cheated that you were taken away from kaden. I was thinking about it and i dont even have a picture of you and kaden together. I wish i did. I would charish it for ever.
Happy Birthday MAMA. I Miss You so much. It is still crazy to think that your not here. I still randomly sware that i hear your voice sometimes and it makes me smile until it dawns on me that i didnt. I know this is probably the best birthday you have had and they will just keep getting better. Love You and I am always thinking of you.
I know things are different even tho we dont want them to be but it is a shame that because my family feels weird now no one is willing to share their memories of you, such a fantastic woman. I love you mama and i want you to know that i will always share my memories of you with everyone i meet. you are one of the best things to ever happen to me and i would not change the time we had together for the world. you helped form me into the lady that i am today and i thank you for that. We all love you so much mama. Kaden is getting so big. he is talking alot now and i am teaching him about grammy and what a great lady she was/ is. he says i love you alot and he gets this look in his eyes that reminds me of you so much. it is just such a deep and caring look nothing that you would expect to see when you look a two year old in the eyes. i think you rubbed off alot on him and for that i too am thankful. and anytime he is in a bad mood i do the neck thing to him that you would do to me anytime i hugged you. he loves it he goes crazy laughing and then he comes back for more. I guess what this is all leading to is that i love you, kaden loves you and even kris loves you mom. kris talks about how you were awesome and how he loved you. I know shocking huh? Kris is not the type to show feeling but he misses you almost as much as i do. We love you with all our hearts and we miss you
The last time that I saw my mom was on Christmas day of 2007. I was so happy that she and my dad came to my home for the holiday. Even though i had lived in my home for over a year this was only my moms second trip to visit me there. She was so happy and she seemed to be feeling fine. She told me that she loved me and that she would see me later. Needless to say, Later never came. I can still Picture her smile and I when I close my eyes I can still feel her loving embrace.
My mom was an awesome lady. She always showed that she loved me and that it made no difference to her that I was not her biological daughter. She used to always tell me that even though someone else gave birth to me they used her egg. She would always say little things that even though they were just silly it made you feel special and loved. I was always her favorite April she would say. And she would never call any of her children step children even though we were hers by marrige. She would always say that steps are for walking on and she would never walk on any of her children. I miss her everyday. Some times it is still hard to believe that if i call my dads she wont be there to answer. She was not only my mom but she was my best friend and i know that one day i will see her again. She is watching over me and my son right now. I know that she is in heaven chatting it up with god. That is just the type of thing she would do. I love you mama and i cant wait to be with you once again.