You are the love of my life and i will never ever stop loving you. I miss you every minute of the day, and I would do anything to have you back. I would do anything to hear your voice again. I would do anything to feel your skin and look into your eyes. I will always remember our apartment on Campbell parade, and all the crazy funny silly times we had there. I miss your hugs and your laugh. I miss all your little daily rituals, like going to the coffee shop every morning, watching the 5 o'clock news, eating pumpkin seeds and the obsession with fresh fruit. I even miss the things i didn't like, such as the races every saturday, and the scary way you would drive. I miss your phone ringing every five minutes, always someone asking for money. I miss the way you would would wake me up in the middle of the night to explain the plot of a movie you just saw. I miss that your secret favourite movie was the devil wears prada. I miss the jokes we had just between us, that no one else understood. I miss having dinner with you every night, and the way you would always hold my hand as we'd fall asleep. I hope you are happy wherever you are, and that you are reunited with your dad and your brother tony. I hope you are looking after our son, baby Karim. i hope you are keeping him safe, and telling him all your crazy stories about your crazy life. i can't bear to say goodbye so I won't. I know you are never far away....