You left us with no goodbye, we dont know how to ease the agony. Such a big hole you left in our hearts, some of us want to die, to be with you or to end the suffering, but all of us will never forget you. Your my angel.

i love you so much my honey.i have been crying for the past 4 hours.i want to see you, and talk to you and hold you.i cannot stand this pain.this and praying is the only way i can get close to you now. and i cannot believe it.i keep asking god to let it be a dream.let you walk in the door and come home.but he wont. it has been 7 weeks. i dont know how i can live like this.i have to stay on this earth for brian.but i dont want to anymore.i wish god had taken me- but i guess god had other plans. now you know...but i will have to wait.i hope it wont be long-because this is hell. i wish i had something good to say right now/sometimes i do.but today is not a good day on earth for me.right now, i dont think it will ever be again.but i know you fullfilled your beautiful purpose here and you are with god now, alive in spirit forever.i love you soo much.my heart is broke.mom.

i love you

mom

Michelle I miss you so much. I cant believe its almost been 2 months.Everyday seems to be harder than the last. I love you so much.

God how we miss you sweetie. I only wish I could have hugged you once more and told you how much you were loved. before you left this earth. Forever in our hearts xoxoxoxoxoxo

Sleep well our precious Niece You are eternally engraved in our hearts & souls A part of us will always be missing, your beautiful spirit will remain with us always We Love & Miss You

I've been listening to it ever since. I know that you loved the movie Butterfly effect and this was the song from it.... Jimmy Eat World: "Hear you me" There's no one in town I know You gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that. I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. So what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. And if you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time. A song for a heart so big, god wouldn't let it live. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. I LOVE YOU MICHELLE.

There is not one day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts and prayers. I am so afraid of how everyone and myself are going to act around the holidays..it is going to be 10 times harder especially now that reality is starting to sink in for me as well as others..You always had a beautiful smile, you were so accepting of others no matter what their faults were, you were so beautiful in every way possible, had a sweet personality, you were such a real, true person...but you know what I am going to miss the most? You're heart is what I'll miss the most, and the deep talker and listener you were ..reminds me of myself -I never had a connection with a friend, stranger nor family member like I did with you when we had our million talks about anything and everything. You're a blessing...always were and always will be. I love you and miss you dearly cousin..more than words could ever and will ever be able to express. You truly are my angel. I know you would've appreciated this quote..."Our death is not an end if we can live through those we love. For they are us, our bodies are only wilted leaves on the tree of life." I am getting the tree of life tattooed on my right back shoulder for you shell..even though we cannot see you your spirit is living on ..I feel your presence everywhere. I Love ya, pretty girl.

I was just listening to some songs and i came across this song that made me think of you so much it made me cry... I'd do anything by simple plan, a amazing song that makes me think of how i feel now.. and im probably not the only 1 i bet many other people feel this way too, Misha you left an huge impact on everyone. Forever In our heats <33

You are so special and we will see you again, In that day the hole in our hearts will be filled with joy. Love & Miss You Sweetie

The prettist flower with its face to the sky, why does the beautiful thing have to die?

Your niece Misha, and I miss you. You were a good sister, I love you Misha, Love, Brian

When you loose someone you love, your world changes forever. When you loose a child, it falls to pieces. Nothing can ever be the same again.Grieving for my child is the most painful experience I have ever felt. But I have to lean into the pain, to move me to a place and time were the pain does not comsume me, for Misha and Brian.

My Daughter, My princess, Dad loves you

Please accept my deepest sympathies.

I still cannot believe we wont see you again on this earth. Our lives wont be the same without you We love and miss you

Michelle I love you more than you'll ever know. I went over your house yesterday. It seems so empty and quiet there with out you. miss you so much. rip sweetie.

If you could see inside our souls,in our hearts you'd see much pain Forever young you will stay,memories of you are all that remain. Love & Miss You ♥xoxoxo♥

God, I love and miss you so much. I miss talking to you. My heart is broken and I feel so numb. Cousin<3

Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped away into the next room. Whatever we were to each, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me. Let my name be the household word it always was. Let it be spoken without effort. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was; there is absolutely unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of your mind because I am out of your sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near just around the corner... All is well. Nothing is past, nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before, only better, infinitely happier and forever we will be one together.

How I wish I could see your beautiful face and talk with you You are missed beyond words.I love you

Love & miss you Michelle. Always & forever in my heart

If only you were here If only I had a chance to say goodbye If only you and I could talk on the phone again If only we can hang out again If only you can see how much you are missed If only, If only you could see the tears that I've cried. I miss you Misha

6 weeks ago today our lives were forever changed. If only tears could bring you back If only love could find a way What we would do,what we would say if only giving one more day. Your body may be resting and your spirit back with God But the memories of you are forever in our hearts The impact you made on so many will never be forgotten One day we will all be together again We Love & Miss You Michelle

My daughter was my pride.She helped so many other kids even when she was hurting herself.She wanted to be a psychologist, she wanted to help people.She tried to start a crisis hotline group online.She had a gift,she had a beautiful heart. She was my Misha,I will always be proud of her.

even though me and misha werent so close but we did have many deep convosations and its funny how you really dont notice how much it effects you until the person is gone, i also remember when misha first came to rocky point schools...yes i did think she was a lil scarey at first...but after i got to know her she was the most funniest craziest open minded person, and im just so glade to have known her and in the back of my mind i will always have her memories of staying after school with the gang and her funny come backs and i will never forget the great advice she once gave me.

Even days later people cant seem to find the light... Michelle you always use to joke around and tell me how you wanted to be famous, guess what? little did you know you were famous all along. you were amazing in everyway and you still are. Even when you are gone you are still remembered all the time. you left an impact on this world and will forever be remembered. We love you always and forever</3...

It's 3:39 am and I cannot get you off my mind. I feel your presence everywhere. Reality is starting to sink in and I feel like I am gonna break. I love you so much cousin..I only wish I coulda hugged and talked to you longer the last time we were all together..who knew that would be the last time I would be able to hug you and have you hug me back. I miss our talks and I will always miss them. You and I were both so deep and crazy thinkers..we talked for hours. I will miss the sleepovers so much.I slept at your house on thursday night in the basement..slept with your black sweater jacket that smells like you..I visited you last thursday and friday left you a note..I miss you so much. I love you so much. It's not the same without you Michelle..everyone is so torn. We went to the beach on 4th of July like every year...it just wasn't the same...nothing will EVER be the same ..everyone whose life you made an impact on has a big hole in their heart ...I carry you with me always. Even though you are in a much better place, we all want you back..maybe we are all being selfish but you were taken way too soon & it's so unfair you had your whole life in front of you cousin..I feel so weak & powerless over this and it makes me so hurt and angry. May Angels Lead You In. You truly were One of a kind Shell. I love & miss you more than words. You will forever remain my baby cousin. You're my angel<3

We will be missing you all the days of our lives.

Whats in the dark will be revieled in the light. Your dad is working to not let your death be in vain.Only you know what that means.Its starting now.Too much pain will not go unanswered.You were too valuable to give up on justice.I cant bring you back but I can still do what needs to be done here for you. I love You

MY SWEET MICHELLE, EVERYDAY THE GRIEF IS WORSE. HOW CAN THIS BE.? ITS NOT RIGHT THAT YOU AREN'T HERE WITH US. I CAN ONLY THINK OF YOU DAY AND NIGHT AND CRY THAT YOU ARE GONE. I JUST SAY WHY? WHY YOU AND NOT ME, I AM OLD, YOU WERE A BABY. I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. AUNT BARBARA

I love & miss you sweetie,One day we will see with you again. Rest in Peace My Beautiful Niece

I miss you more and more each day. I had a really rough night last night. I cried and cried I just cant understand why they had to take you away. Nothing will ever be the same. I love you so much Michelle

Its hard without you here & we are all heartbroken. I know you are only resting and we will see you again. You are in my thoughts and prayers always.Love & miss you sweetie

I can't crawl out of this dark pit of despair, I keep your bedroom door closed, I can't stand this feeling that my body is so heavy with grief. no healing the wound.I cant look at your pictures or visit your grave, when mom does she is a wreck all day, that scares me cause I dont know what wiill happen if I do, why didnt we get a chance to save you,you deserve to be alive,I am dead,my soul is empty now,without your brother i would be dead,at least god wasnt so cruel to take him too.I'll miss you forever,but i know I have to someday learn to control the painful memeries and that makes me feel like Im not allowed to think of you. I look forward to my time,its my true peace.Dad

Thinking of you as always.May your beautiful soul Rest in Peace I love you xoxoxo

A million good nights to you my daughter.You did so much good for other people while you were here. Do good there until we are togther again. My heart is broken. Your Dad

4th of July was not the same without you. Everyone missed you so much. Our family is just so destroyed without you. Nothing will ever be the same. But we will all see you again some day. I love you cousin Michelle. XOXO rest peacefully

5 weeks ago today our hearts were broken,Never gonna be the same without you I love & miss you sweetie