It's been over a month now, and I still don't feel any better I think i miss u even more. My happiness for life is gone.

MOM WE RELEASED YOUR ASHES INTO THE FRASER RIVER, YOU ARE FREE MOM, PLEASE WATCH OVER US NOW WE MISS U! LOVE DEEP

HI MOM, I WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY! DAD, JAG AND I, GOT A ICE CREAM CAKE THE WAY YOU LIKED IT, AND WE CELEBRATED FOR YOU MOM YOUR ROOM IS LOOKING GOOD MOM MOM WATCH OVER US LOVE DEEP

Mami I still cannot believe you are no longer with us. It was heart breaking to see you in pain. You treated me like a daughter and I always felt it because your face would radiate with a smile and you would give me a hug. You have always been the aunt who has been there for us, growing up and as adults. I still hear your voice and see your face when remembering the conversations we had. Mami, I will do my best to be here for Deep, Jag and Mama, as you would have wanted me to. You are irreplaceable and there's not a day that i don't think about you.

YESTERDAY WAS MOTHERS DAY AND TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY IT WAS SO HARD MOM, I NEEDED YOUR HUG, ME , JAG AND DAD BOUGHT YOU FLOWERS AND CARDS, AND WE PUT IT IN YOUR ROOM. I REMEMBER WHEN YOU ORDERED A CAKE FOR MY BIRTHDAY, ORDERED FOOD, TOOK PICTURES, AND MADE ME CUT THE CAKE, THESE ARE THE MOMENTS I MISS. MOM THANKS FOR YOUR MEMORIES, SUPPORT AND LOVE I MISS U LOVE DEEP

It is quite difficult to understand why a terrible thing like this could happen to such a lovely, caring person like my Aunt. For a person who lived a happy life, worked an honest job, never drank, did drugs or smoked... how does one come to an understanding that a terrible disease like lung cancer could take the life of our loving Aunt. I remember the days when I would sleep over and you would make me lunch the next morning. You would always offer me roti regardless if Deep was going to eat roti or not. You were a very caring person and unfortunately it seems like the caring people go first. Not ever the strongest medicines, the best of the best doctors, all the care and attention you received from your loving family could take this illness away. There could be only one answer to why your early passing could be explained. There was a greater power, a power that we call God who needed your assistance. When God makes the calling nothing can be done to stop it. No doctors, no medicine or the love of a family can get in Gods way. I know my Aunt is in a better place now looking down on us and providing us guidance. May your soul rest in peace. Love, Manjeet Sahota

MOM IT HAS BEEN 7 DAYS SINCE YOUR FUNERAL, IT GETS HARDER AS DAYS GO BY MOM THERE IS SO MANY MEMORIES OF YOU IN THE HOUSE, YOUR SLIPPERS, GLASSES, PICTURES, GARDEN TOOLS. MOM JAG IS BETTER, DAD IS OK MOM IT'S GOING TO BE MOTHERS DAY SOON AND YOUR BIRTHDAY, IT WILL BE HARD TIMES SOON AGAIN ON THOSE DAYS WE WOULD HAVE CELEBRATED WITH YOU. MOM PLEASE WATCH OVER US, MOM I MISS U LOVE DEEP

My heart is filled with sadness at loss of Auntie Parkash. I was shocked and shattered when I heard about Auntie Parkash difficult illness. Auntie was a courageous woman who never faltered in her determination to fight her illness. No matter the situation, Auntie constantly demonstrated grace and poise to be admired. I remember what a good woman she was to us as children. Always making time to comfort and encourage me with her positive words. For many years I have valued her guidance, kindness and humor that I had shared with her. I will always remember her cooking feast in which she managed too continually persuade everyone or anyone to enjoy. Such a sweet and cheerful soul, I will miss that smile very much. She was a wonderful aunt that I had the joy to know. Our love and support will always be here for you, Jag and Uncle Paul in your time of need. All of us are weakened without Auntie Parkash. With all of my sympathy and love, Chinder

I think I've only met your mom once or maybe just twice but you and I go back a very long time since your red acura integra days. I dont know what it feels like to lose your mother but i can imagine the pain and hurt you have been dealing with. Whatever pain she was dealing with is now gone and she is able to rest in peace in a better place. 7 months ago we both lost someone very close to us. It was a difficult time for everyone. This will only make you stronger in body and mind. God Bless.

I remember your mom having a great smile ever time I saw her at the airport. She always wanted me to get you hired at Air Canada. She cared and loved you so much that I always saw it in her face. I am very sad to see her go. I had tears in my eyes when I found out that she passed away. Now she is in a better place and lives in our hearts and looks over us with a great smile to see how much we miss her everyday.

Unfortunately I didn't know your mother well... hanging out at your house was never really something we did. In the last 11 years I've known you I met your mother only a handful of times. But each time I saw her I remember that loving tone she had towards you and there was that impression of her that she was at peace with that smile, just a really good aura. You know what I mean, you saw her everyday. I know how much pain you must be going through. Karina and I will keep her in our prayers and will pray for you and your family. May God to give you patience and help you through this hard time.

I only met your mom once, but she seemed a real nice person. She was also real smart. I remember her asking me about where we were going; she even had a little sly grin on her face. She knew exactly what we were going to do. Anyway, sorry to hear about your loss, and all the best to you and your family.

LOOK AT HOW HAPPY SHE IS WHEN SHE WAS WITH FAMILY

LOOK AT THE PICTURES LOOK HOW HAPPY SHE IS WITH HER FAMILY

DEAR MOM Hi Mom i'm writing to you on the saddest day in my life, you had to leave me on this day It is for the better, as you suffered so much, we would watch you in pain , and we could nothing but watch you, i tried to hide my feeling so i could be strong for you, but you had mother sense and you knew my heart was hurting. You were so strong even though, you were in so much pain going through your body, you said to me, "don't be scared, god is the judge" even with all this pain you said that to me! When you first found out about your disease 7 months ago, you still were able to greet me at the elevators in the hospital, and acted like nothing was wrong. even though doctors gave you negative prognosis, you said you will prove them wrong, you were a fighter! You worked so hard for us, so that we would have a better life, you never complained about any pain and just wanted to work, i wish i had your work ethic. you were always telling me, to only have a few good friends, and i followed that advice, now i know who was a good friend. Mom you used to tell me to control my anger, and let it go, and forgive, Mom i will try my best in the future. Mom you were the one that always helped me through good times and bad times, your were right family will always be there for you, when no one will. I remember how your pain would go away when you would see us when we came to visit, your eyes would light up with joy! I remember you always working in the garden, making some sort of vegetables, and you were always so simple. I still remember when you used to go for all your walks and i would see you walking home, with your hat on an angle, because you didn't want to get darker from the sun. I will always still watch the food channel for you, as you were always so happy to watch that with us, so you could make new foods for us. Mom you had so many plans for me, when you got better, i will carry out your plans for you mom. Mom you were looking so forward to enjoying the new room we had build for you, you even picked out the carpet, Mom that room will be dedicated to you. Mom thanks for waiting for us to get there to see you before you took your last breath. You were the best mom, and you are my hero! Mom when your up there please guide me and Jag, we have become lost now. i will always keep your memory alive, please rest in peace now. Love Deep TO ALL WHO HAVE READ THIS PLEASE DONATE TO THE CANCER SOCIETY, SO WE CAN PREVENT ANOTHER FAMILY GOING THROUGH THE PAIN ALSO GET SCREENED FOR CANCER

THESE ARE PICTURES OF MY MOM, SHE WAS THE KINDEST AND MOST LOVABLE PERSON I EVER KNEW, SHE LOVED HER FAMILY, AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, PLEASE LOOK AT HOW HAPPY SHE WAS.